A perfect smile can be found from the most important person in your life. However crooked her teeth are you still find them perfect. You are blinded by the magic of love. And I would say that I have been a victim of it.
Being a victim of it is not easy knowing that your appreciation is not recognized by that person. It seems useless as it may sound but this is the only way I could do because I have to hide the real emotions for a more friendly relationship. She’s not aware of this feeling, she’s not aware that there is someone just sitting besides her that is willing to care and love without any malicious intentions. The hardship had been growing as the time goes by and it even grows painful every time she talks about falling in love with someone else. But, do I have to be chained in this situation forever? Do I have to hide all these feelings for her?
Step by step I have released the emotion through sharing the feelings to our common friends. Maybe by this move I can slowly reveal it to her. I am taking the risk of our friendship here, yes because I know and I hope not she will reject me. Wait! I need to think positively, I will declare that she will accept my love for her and we will be a happy couple!
This is the only way to comfort myself 🙂 Anyhow, I’m happy seeing her smiling all the time during the celebration. By that the whole day is complete. With it one soul had been lifted to the highest. A single, simple smile.
Who says that when it comes to education you need to follow the stereotyped- right age just to go to school? Am I right with my words here? Anyway, I’m 26 years old now; I’ll be turning 27 this coming February 5th but it never came to my mind that going back to school is difficult for me. Of course the adjustment had to be gradual because all my classmates are teenagers – freshly graduated from high school. And I have to live in another city which has lots of adversary. But what can I do the state university is cheap and it has good standards, so I have to deal with the issues professionally:P
Mindanao State University – Iligan Institute Technology is a well known university in the Philippines and if you happen to drop by in my blog you can search the standing of my school to Asia’s best universities. The number will not be the basis of how great the school is; and that’s for me to say ;P
I have been in this school for 2 semesters now. The first semester happens to be a success for me because I have fulfilled one of my dreams for the first time. The university allows us to go outside of our realm and discover what we truly want. Ooops let’s go back one line there – it’s not the university that gave me the opportunity to achieve my dreams. It just so happens that I studied there. 😛 it is I which made those choices.
Anyhow, I still have to admit that if not for this University I wouldn’t be able to do the things I wanted. If not for this University I wouldn’t have to realize how stupid am I before by not choosing this institution. If not for the University I wouldn’t met the people who opened my eyes to see the real situation outside the four corners of the classroom. If not for this University my life would still be the same. So, I would give my gratitude to this State University that I ignore once, which blesses me with opportunities that would change my life.
Despite the age, I am still happy being back at school, I love learning that’s why I’m back. I want to discover more of my self that’s why I stepped out in our town and explore other cities. I want to be me, that’s why I have to chose the place which accepts the real me. I want to become successful in my field that’s why I now choose this University.
I was just making a quick peek of what’s inside this brain of mine. I’m visioning something twisted in there and it’s so complicated to look at it. There are overworked areas and there are those with spider webs, whoah! looks like I need to use that part more often. As I continue on my journey in my brain, I saw memories stored,emotions ready to be released soon and ideas waiting to be recovered.
I like that, ideas in my brain waiting to be recovered I never thought I have that in my mind. Just what are these ideas? Hmm, drawing cartoons, building super big eye-like tower, make shoes that hovers, and what’s this? looking for Santa Claus in North Pole? wow, are these my ideas? or my dream lists? Whatever it is I like it and I want to do something about it.
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